It's hard to believe it has been 15 years since we brought you home from the hospital for the last time. We got up that morning and you did dialysis after that was when we told you that you were going home after 7 months you were finally going home. All the fighting with the doctors to let us take you home because it seemed like you were sinking into depression pretty bad. They couldn't do anything for you in the hospital that I wasn't willing to do for you at home so we packed up your room at the hospital. We got you all ready to go and you walked with a walker out to the elevator where I picked you up and carried you to the car. I remember holding you close and how you smelled like Vanilla. You were so excited to be going home so see your puppies and your room and your house. So your daddy drove us out of the parking garage and home. Once we got there you walked from the car using your walker to your room and we're so excited to see your purple carpet. You got down on the floor after yelling to your daddy and I to hurry quick cause something amazing had happened. We came into your room and you were sitting on the floor with your puppies running your hands over the carpet. It was so amazing to see. You were so happy to be home. After we got the car unloaded I made dinner and we sat and ate. Then you and I went back to your room and sat on the floor and watched cartoons. It was so very amazing to see how happy you were. That was a good day. A really good day. I miss those kinds of good days! I miss you! I love you more than all the stars in the heavens seen and unseen times infinity! I would give anything for more of those kinds of good days and even the bad ones if it meant I could spend them with you!
Love always,
Mommy
(August 8, 2021)
